DUALITY: LOOKING AT LIGHT AND DARK

This is part one of a two-part blog where I look at duality, the very real existence of the dark and how that relates to shadow work on a macrocosmic (and microcosmic) level. As above, so below.

We live in a dualistic universe, where polarities like good/evil, light/dark, and right/wrong are all opposing forces in our lived reality.

Our universe is one of free will, where we get to choose our own path and the polarity with which we align.

Dolores Cannon, like others before her, compared each reincarnation to a play, with Spirit as the director, you and your soul group the actors and the World the stage.

At the most basic level, before each lifetime, you and your soul group assess what you already know, decide which lessons you need to learn and allocate ‘roles’ based on this information.

I might decide that I have had plenty of experience being a victim, so this lifetime I might propose to play an ‘abuser’ role. Another being in the soul group may be happy to experience the ‘victim’ energy this time round.

The important thing is that although we play each and every role (from very light to very dark) over the course of our soul’s existence, our soul and higher aspects remain connected to Source and in the Light. The difference is that at a human level in a ‘dark’ lifetime, our soul wants to experience what it feels like to be SEPARATED from Source.

In my work as a healer over the years, I have realised that you cannot work with the light until you have worked with the dark. Read that again-

YOU CANNOT WORK WITH THE LIGHT UNTIL YOU HAVE WORKED WITH THE DARK.

I am saying that the two are not mutually exclusive-they are two wings of the same bird, that bird being our experience and reality. To be a well-rounded and knowledgeable healer, you have to understand, know and respect how the dark operates. By that I mean respect the power that darkness can command, just as light can be powerful.

The problem with the Spiritual/healer community as a whole is that no-one wants to work with, or even at times acknowledge ‘the dark’. There is a false ‘love and light’ positivity, where people think if they ignore it, it doesn’t exist or it won’t affect them. There, I said it, and have probably triggered a lot of people!

I will write more on this in Part 2 when I delve into shadow work.

I first experienced the dark side of spirituality not long after my awakening.

Realising I had a lot of healing to do, I set about looking for an appropriate healer. I was drawn to a lady online who offered chakra clearing and intuitive healing.

What could go wrong?

This lady was marvellous. She cleared my chakras, balanced my energies and gave me a lot of very true insights into my issues. I thought she was amazing, and yearned to be able to do what she did.

Over time, I arranged weekly sessions with her to ‘help me on my ascension path’.

After a while, I noticed that I felt awful a short while after my session, and this just got worse and worse. She explained that it looked like I was under psychic attack, but couldn’t tell me where it was coming from.

It didn’t matter. At my weekly sessions she was removing the curses and implants and clearing my energy. The weird thing was, a short while after, it would all come back, only worse.

This went on for two years before I found out that she was the one attacking me. I was in meditation at the time, and actually saw her throwing curses at me!

By this stage, I was connecting to my Higher Self and Guides, and I called in Archangel Michael to protect me. I was shocked, betrayed and felt very frightened.

I left her to Archangel Michael to deal with her, but my body was full of implants, curses and some demonic entity attachments. How was I to get rid of them?

The entity attachments were easiest, because I had some training in their release from my earlier hypnosis courses, but I asked my Higher Self and Guides about the implants. I found it easier to connect with them at that point through meditation.

My Higher Self explained that I was led to that particular ‘healer’ because I had to learn how to deal with these attacks and implants. My work in future would involve me removing them from others, and working with the victims of psychic attacks.

My HS had advised me to try and ‘feel’ the energy of the implants on and in my body with my hands, which, looking back, was not easy. She told me to feel for the energy of the implant, feel the size and shape, then slowly pull it out.

I remember how good it felt when I did my first one! My Higher Self removed the ones I couldn’t reach, like the ones on my back.

Having experienced how horrible psychic attacks were, I really wanted to help people who were similarly affected.

In doing so, I learned an important lesson- the Dark does not like to be exposed!

When I work on a client who is suffering (or has suffered from) psychic attacks, I can trace back to the origin of the attack and tell them where or who it has come from. Often after helping someone I would get attacked myself and when I traced it back, it came from the same source.

When I follow an attack back to the source, I can see intuitively how many people, what they have done and which dark group they belong to.

Why do this work when I know I’m going to be attacked?

I was told by my HS that early on I had to learn how to protect myself and deflect attacks, but now I have protection from my Team in Spirit, so even strong attacks don’t get through.

Since the start of my healing work, it has shocked me how rife Satanism and dark occultism is in our society- it really is hidden in plain sight.

One of the recent teachings my Higher Self has been giving me is that you need to raise your own consciousness level to be able to fully embrace unity consciousness. Sounds easy?

As part of the teaching, I have been sent several people to heal, all of them fairly dark.

The first was a person who had joined a Satanic group and wanted to leave. This man was terrified. He was in well over his head, and couldn’t take the fear and stress anymore. He wanted help getting out, but there were contracts with the group leader going back to a past life.

Although he didn’t tell me as much, I could see intuitively some of the bad things he had done since joining, and I felt revulsion and disgust.

 My Higher Self told me that I had to see things from a soul level, and to not be judgemental about where his current life path had taken him. The important thing now was that he wanted to go to the Light.

With the help of my Guides, we were able to retrieve and destroy the contracts he had tying him to the group, and Archangel Michael put some protection around him.

Will he stay with the Light? The angels watching over him tell me it’s a struggle, but so far he is doing well.

I was sent another client who was on a dark path to work with recently. He told me lies about his past, lies about his issues and lies about his present situation.

What he didn’t bank on was that his energy told the truth- I could see every lie for what it was.

Although I immediately fell into judgement and irritation at this, my HS reminded me what the teaching was- SEE EVERYTHING FROM A HIGHER PERSPECTIVE. WE ARE ALL ONE. Have compassion for him and see it as a cry for help and healing.

My Higher Self also showed me that in getting triggered by certain behaviours, at some level and at some point I will have done the same, and will have shadow work to do on that aspect of myself. In the second part of the blog, I’ll take a closer look at shadow work.

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